Janet sits cutting carrots in the kitchen. Michael enters. She looks up and then looks down.
Michael: Are you making dinner?
Janet: Yes. I am.
Michael: How are you doing?
Janet: Good. I’m doing good.
Michael: Can I sit with you for a moment?
Janet: No. You better stay standing.
Michael: Don’t worry about my leg.
Janet: Your leg is fine. I think you should stay standing. Incase, you want to run away.
Michael: I wouldn’t want to run. I want to sit with you. For awhile. Besides. . .you know I can’t run.
Janet: No. Michael. . .
Michael: Please don’t ruin this.
Janet: Ruin, what?
Michael: Janet, I know we’ve only known each other three months, but I feel like I’ve known you my whole life. When we met at that fruit stand, I knew then that that something was going to happen.
Janet: But you are going to Yale.
Michael: No. . .not anymore.
Janet: Don’t do this, Michael, there is something you should know.
Michael: For you. I’m staying for you. I love you.
Janet: You have to know me. The real me. Ouch.
Michael: You cut yourself.
Janet: It’s nothing. It’s nothing!
Michael: It looks like something.
Janet: I’ve got it-
Michael: Let me help-
They meet at the sink. Janet puts her hand under the faucet and takes a paper towel and bandages her finger under the running water.
Janet: I can-
Michael: (pushing through) What are you doing? You can’t do everything at once.
Janet: Michael-
Michael: What’re you stupid?
Janet: (Silence.)
Michael: You’re gushing blood. Here. Here. Let me. I’m sorry. (begins cleaning her cut).
Janet: (Doesn’t move.)
Michael: Now, you’ve got to clean this Janet. Just like this. Then we’ll bandage it. But as long as I have your hand. Janet, none of this matters, I want to do things like this for you. I want you to see me as I really am. I’m not just a volunteer firefighter. I’m more. . .I didn’t just get accepted to Yale last month. I’m more. So much more and part of that is . . .well most of that is the fact that I love. . . I love you.
Janet: But you don’t know me.
Michael: Of course I do!
Janet: No. No. Not everything.
Michael: What is it? Wait. Wait let me. First.
Janet: Ladies, first.
Michael: Soon it will always be ladies first. I promise. I’m gonna put this band-aid on. It’ll be. It’ll be. Oh this is great. I can’t walk great and I don’t have a ring, but will this band-aid do as an engagement ring?
Janet: (Pause) What?
Michael: Can this be an engagement ring?
Janet: What are you saying?
Michael: Janet, will you be my wife?
Janet: It can be a ring yes, but not for what you say. Michael, there is something I need to say to you.
Michael: What?
Janet: I’m so stupid.
Michael: What is it?
Janet: (Silence.)
Michael: Hello? Tell me.
Janet: Don’t you see.
Michael: What?
Janet: I told you already.
Michael: What?!
Janet: I am stupid.
Michael: Excuse me?
Janet: I have down-syndrome. I was born with it. Didn’t you know?
Michael: Know? No. No I didn’t.
Janet: Now you do.
Michael: (Speechless.)
Janet cleans up the kitchen. She goes back to where she was cutting.
Janet: Want some blood and carrots for dinner?
Michael: I’m not that hungry. Thank you though.
Janet: I’m sorry.
Michael: Don’t be. I’m stupid. I’m mean. . .I’m. I mean. . sorry but.your face.
Janet: What about it?
Michael: It doesn’t look – you don’t have- I mean- your eyes. . .they, they are round.
Janet: Yes, they are. I’m human. I’m still the same Janet. Still the same eyes.
Michael: Three months. How could I have been so blind. . .where are my eyes?
Janet: Do you still see me, Michael?
Michael: I have to think about it. I have to think about it to give you an answer.
He rushes out.
Janet: (calm, yet wavering) Please don’t leave me.
Monday, April 30, 2007
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